Wednesday, May 20, 2009
The fool gets introduced to EMOING
@ 3:31:00 PM
the fool in the corner,
ok hi. today in school super sad. don know why but just emoed soooo long. then all of a sudden 'HI REUBEN' from zi ying sitting at jolene's place. then they came to me and said the usual' why you emo' and took glue and said ' want lipstick' i was kinda cheered up but still emo. i have never been so 'emo' in my life. its changing into a lifestyle. i dont want it to be a lifestyle. today 3 people quit gbf. Yong Sheng and Nicholas and me. its funny how i quit. i asked yong sheng you want to quit GBF? he say i already lost the crystal and say guess i quit. 0.0 i wanted to be the 1st person to quit. dreams crushed by friends again. i like that. competing with friends is better then competing with strangers. argh need to do something. too many dreams crushed by freinds. thats why emo i guess. running out of dreams to make me cheerful. don wanna get off topic. ok so after i knew yong sheng quit i made my move. i told bertrend to break my crystal. he jumped on it and at the 3rd time he stepped he got injured. the metel rod pierced his shoe. guess 3rd time's the charm...ok so got my history results. After looking through it i learned something good :) which his HISTORY SUCKS. i failed. used to failing. while i was emoing i was looking at how many times i did something right or passed i was happy cos' it was alot of times. then i looked at how many times i failed. quantity was lesser for loses but the quality was way more then passes. thought why did i even become a joker when lifes was just filled with failure and sadness. so became emo... how do i 'cheer up'? play blood filled games. ARGH cant stop being emo yet i don wanna be emo. i need something to cheer me up. but NO ONE in class can do it. Its uselss. So much for 'Let it all out , you will feel better' i rather bottle it up. Cant blame her can only blame the person that made that stupid line. I was used to 'bottleing it up' it always made me better. Letting it out was just remembering what i try to forget. Now i am something etched in my mind. NEVER LET IT OUT! BOTTLE IT UP OR ELSE YOU WILL JUST KEEP REMEMBERING THE PAST! I hate my past. Bleah maybe if i wanna cheer up i should think posertive. lol i feel better when i said that sentence which is in caps. Maybe that will be my secret's motto. Hahahah i feel like luaghing. SHIT I AM MOODSWINGING!!!!! what the heck! rather moodswing then stay sad. If you emo too much.. never mind dont wanna continue. don wanna talk about emo things. only makes me feel worse. ok so after school me and nicholas wanted to go to the playground but b4 we left we say the girls emoing like hell. Lin Hui cried becuase she failed her history. 39 people failed in our class onli 2 people passed. One of them was wynona she failed at first with 48 marks but soon got mistakes she got 51. Grats to her :) ok so when lin hui cried i just fled the scene , nicholas wanted to help but there was nthing we could do. Argh how can some1 take so much emoness in one day?! oh and nicholas quit GBF becuase he said that if one person quit he will quit too. 2 people quit so i guess he was forced to take out his promise. i did not want to quit but i told wen lid about my point of view of GBF and she said to quit. I even talked to wynona to make sure even she said to quit. SO i quit. stopping here
ok hi. today in school super sad. don know why but just emoed soooo long. then all of a sudden 'HI REUBEN' from zi ying sitting at jolene's place. then they came to me and said the usual' why you emo' and took glue and said ' want lipstick' i was kinda cheered up but still emo. i have never been so 'emo' in my life. its changing into a lifestyle. i dont want it to be a lifestyle. today 3 people quit gbf. Yong Sheng and Nicholas and me. its funny how i quit. i asked yong sheng you want to quit GBF? he say i already lost the crystal and say guess i quit. 0.0 i wanted to be the 1st person to quit. dreams crushed by friends again. i like that. competing with friends is better then competing with strangers. argh need to do something. too many dreams crushed by freinds. thats why emo i guess. running out of dreams to make me cheerful. don wanna get off topic. ok so after i knew yong sheng quit i made my move. i told bertrend to break my crystal. he jumped on it and at the 3rd time he stepped he got injured. the metel rod pierced his shoe. guess 3rd time's the charm...ok so got my history results. After looking through it i learned something good :) which his HISTORY SUCKS. i failed. used to failing. while i was emoing i was looking at how many times i did something right or passed i was happy cos' it was alot of times. then i looked at how many times i failed. quantity was lesser for loses but the quality was way more then passes. thought why did i even become a joker when lifes was just filled with failure and sadness. so became emo... how do i 'cheer up'? play blood filled games. ARGH cant stop being emo yet i don wanna be emo. i need something to cheer me up. but NO ONE in class can do it. Its uselss. So much for 'Let it all out , you will feel better' i rather bottle it up. Cant blame her can only blame the person that made that stupid line. I was used to 'bottleing it up' it always made me better. Letting it out was just remembering what i try to forget. Now i am something etched in my mind. NEVER LET IT OUT! BOTTLE IT UP OR ELSE YOU WILL JUST KEEP REMEMBERING THE PAST! I hate my past. Bleah maybe if i wanna cheer up i should think posertive. lol i feel better when i said that sentence which is in caps. Maybe that will be my secret's motto. Hahahah i feel like luaghing. SHIT I AM MOODSWINGING!!!!! what the heck! rather moodswing then stay sad. If you emo too much.. never mind dont wanna continue. don wanna talk about emo things. only makes me feel worse. ok so after school me and nicholas wanted to go to the playground but b4 we left we say the girls emoing like hell. Lin Hui cried becuase she failed her history. 39 people failed in our class onli 2 people passed. One of them was wynona she failed at first with 48 marks but soon got mistakes she got 51. Grats to her :) ok so when lin hui cried i just fled the scene , nicholas wanted to help but there was nthing we could do. Argh how can some1 take so much emoness in one day?! oh and nicholas quit GBF becuase he said that if one person quit he will quit too. 2 people quit so i guess he was forced to take out his promise. i did not want to quit but i told wen lid about my point of view of GBF and she said to quit. I even talked to wynona to make sure even she said to quit. SO i quit. stopping here
Labels: Domanic dont talk to me please. I thought i was joking but you REALLY do look uglyier by everyday.